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An
owl floated softly on a gentle downwind, its ghostly white under
feathers a reflection of the half moon suspended in a flawless dark
night. So silent was its flight, and so pale its appearance that
it might have been the only cloud
in an otherwise smooth black sky, or it might have been some long
lost
soul,
confined to solitary nocturnal habit, haunting the lanes and the
fields
of an English countryside.
It
swooped and rose, as the breeze and its hunger dictated. Crying
out just once, as it plunged into the field of wheat, its
plaintive sound ended abruptly as it gripped its victim, and the
creature
it believed it had captured turned, and became the captor.
In
the morning the field was silent, the wheat flowing like waves
on
a sea in the dawn whisper of wind. The wheat was coming ripe for
harvest, the
fat ears almost ready for the plucking, the field all but prepared
to yield
its annual crop. On one side woods ran down to the brook by the
meadow,
the trees marking the far boundary. On the near side of the field,the
lawns of Moreton Manor grazed the wheat, the manicured green edges
an attractive
counterpoint to the yellow corn, and the nettles, cowslip, and
daisy
that grew amongst it.
Sarah
Lamb turned over in the double bed, forgetting in just a moment of
regret, that she was alone. She had left the warmth of a sleeping
companion
behind when she had left London the previous night. Perhaps she
would
entice Amanda back into her bed, and her life, perhaps not; it was
too early
for predictions after the betrayal.
She
stood from the bed, the sheets dishevelled from her waking
anger
rather than a disturbed sleep, and walked to the window. She had
no idea
why she had come here, though when she needed some peace and solitude
to
reflect and make her next move, this would always be the place she chose.
The
surroundings were quiet enough, and the scene she contemplated as
she sat
on the window seat seemed ideal for the restoration of injured spirit.
In
the distance the woods, a symphony of birdsong evident even
from
this far away. Once she would have been able to distinguish the
different
species, the sparrow, the lark, possibly a woodpecker, the
swallows,
but now she heard only the beauty of it without the knowledge of
the
lost memory. The field, of course, was still here, its growth and
death each
year a memory she would never lose.
She
could see the Manor house itself;
seventeenth century with later additions and modernisations, all
kept
with immaculate precision by a team of local people maintained on
a contract
of necessity. The house had about ten bedrooms if she remembered
correctly,
with countless rooms downstairs of which the main drawing room,
and
the dining room - well banqueting hall was a more apt description
- were
the
most used ones. The weathered red brick of the walls of the main
house were
pleasing to the eye, and were complemented by the aged yellow
brickwork
and
darkened timbers of the smaller outbuildings where various farm
machinery and motor vehicles were kept, unless habit had been changed
dramatically
since she had been away. The grounds immediately surrounding
the
house were of pristine gravel, neatly tailored flowerbeds, and
carefully
maintained
lawn. She had been allocated one of the guest suites in one of
the
outbuildings.
Movement
out of the corner of her eye caught her attention and she
looked for its source. It was some moments before she saw him, walking,
long
legs striding purposefully through the wheat field. He looked as
if he had
spent the night there, his ivory coloured shirt and trousers crumpled
and
stained, and yet he still looked as magnificent as the first time
she had
met him.
It
was ten years ago, and she was on the brink of leaving University
for a career in something vaguely artistic. He had been in and
around
a group at her art classes, yet whenever she tried to get near to
him,
to speak to him, he was gone. Of course Kim got to know him, very well
as she once boasted, but then Kim always had to have whatever was
considered
favourite, at the top, or the trend of the moment.
Sad
- though Sarah
had considered it poetic justice at the time - that Kim had lost
her ability
to translate her talent for painting when the road crash left her
paralysed.
The
exhibition was Kims great, and as it transpired only,
moment
of
artistic triumph. Easily the best creative talent in her year she
had been
granted a one person show at a small gallery in central London,
quite a
coup
even then. As Sarah wandered around, gazing enviously at the
canvasses,
bold
colours and abstract patterns being the basis of most of them, she
couldnt
help wishing she possessed just a modicum of the freedom of
expression
to commit her feelings to public view.
Its
merely a case of conquering your natural inhibitions. It
was
him, the man she had seen but never met.
She
smiled enigmatically; even then able to cloak her emotions
with
words, Am I inhibited?
His
smile was more restrained, as if it was a physical reflex
he
was
still learning. Kim isnt though is she? Or at least
thats what her paintings
suggest.
They
were standing in front of a huge abstract nude in purple
and
yellow.
Youll be telling me next this is Kim.
He
turned away as if to leave her. She was amazed at the stab of
pain
that simple action caused her. Then he turned and beckoned to her.
No actually
its me. Stylised to an extent of course. Kim was naked as
well, she
painted it after we made love.
Sarah
blushed, which made her angry, and with her anger came a
sudden
rush of resentment. Is she uninhibited in bed as well?
She tried to
sound
blasé but failed. His hand on her bare arm felt warm, and the
warmth seemed to flow
into
her veins, causing her head to spin a little. No, her true
openness she
shares with her canvasses. You, however
The
hotel was not quite seedy, but would never be considered up
market.
The room was clean, and the bed freshly made. If inhibition was
the subject
they both passed with flying colours. Sarah felt his hands on parts
of
her body she had yet to speak openly about. She took him in her
mouth, and
lavished positions of wild display upon him. Their nakedness was
natural and
without a mask of coyness; but it also lacked true passion. He was
athletic
and demanding, yet his ardour seemed as if it had been learned, and
was
still being tested. It was something acquired rather than an emotion
to be
experienced.
Sarah
shivered and pulled the window closed. The field was empty
now,
David Helmore had disappeared from sight just as he had disappeared
from
her life ten years ago, their one afternoon of delights repeated,
it seemed
move for move and never a position deviated from, on six more
occasions
over the next year, and then nothing. They stayed in touch, and
she
was able to follow his progress, but there was nothing more intimate
between
them. He never explained, apart from one grudging, We are
both still
growing. You need to find who you really are.
What
about you? I suppose
the-in-control David Helmore knows who he is?
I
know what I am going
to be, and what I need to get there. Who isnt important. We
are all the
sum of many different parts. Dont you agree?
It
was a glorious day outside. The sun shone through the curtains
of
her room, making shadows play and dance on the wall behind her.
She owed Mary
Moreton an explanation for her sudden appearance last night, and
a thank
you for the grace with which she was unquestionably given a room.
She dressed
quickly after a shower and went down into the courtyard.
She
had known the Moretons for years. They had been friends of
her
parents, both running small farms in the Devon heartland, and after
her parents
death in a boating accident off the Salcombe coast she had been
as welcome
to stay at the Manor as she had been at her own family home. Mary
and
her husband Bill, were old-fashioned in many ways but they had helped
and
guided her through many difficult decisions, not least of which
was her setting
up home with Amanda. Sarah knew her parents wouldnt have been
so stoical
about it. Yet Mary and Bill had calmly discussed the good and bad
side
of setting up home with anyone, and the social and emotional issues
they
handled rationally.
The
flowerbeds were crammed with roses, fuchsia, clumps of perennials,
spreading cotoneaster, whilst the walls of the buildings over
flowed
with clematis and vines. The edges of the lawns were neatly clipped,
meeting
the gravel paths with almost military precision. Bills work
Sarah smiled;
Mary would always aspire to a more informal approach.
She
opened and went through the main front door, knowing she had
no
need of the formalities of knocking or ringing the bell. The predominant
smell
was of rich furniture polish. Fresh flowers were collected in crystal
vases
on an oak refectory table in the centre of the main hall. From the
hall,
the floor a lake of polished wood panelling, doors led to the rooms of
the
house. It was from one of these that Mary Moreton appeared.
Sarah!
She exclaimed with genuine delight and hugged the younger
woman
to her, in a display of what Sarah realised later, was a desperate
plea
for help.
A
trifle breathless from the embrace Sarah held Marys shoulders
in
her hands to enable her to look at her old friend. She had lost
weight, and
the years seemed to be hanging heavily upon her. In fact Sarah was
quite
shocked
at the difference in Marys appearance since she had last seen
her, only
six months or so ago, as spring blossomed.
Mary
sensed the effect her appearance had on Sarah, and she tried
to
make light of it. Now dont fuss dear. After all its
you we need to attend
to, sort out whatever it is has brought you home in the middle of
the
night.
Strange
that even now Sarah thought of Moreton Manor as her home.
In
a way even when her own family home was somewhere she could visit, before
the
accident and the farm was sold off, she would still naturally gravitate
here.
The reason was Mary Moreton herself, and her refreshing lack of
disapproval
at the events that struck Sarahs life.
You
dont look well, Mary. Is everything all right?
Mary
turned away, a trickle of a tear in the corner of one eye. Involuntarily
she glanced at a photograph, framed and hanging on the wall.
It
was of a middle-aged man seated astride a huge hunter, the pair
in unison
as
they leapt a hedge and ditch combination at the county fair.
Sarah
saw the glance and knew at once that the trouble concerned
Bill
Moreton. Whats happened?
Mary
sighed. Hes not been right for a while now. The fall
from the
horse seems to have knocked the stuffing out of him. You know Bill,
always
falling off the blasted animals, but always getting back on and
riding
off.
Sarah
laughed. He once said he felt more comfortable in a
saddle
than
in an armchair.
Well,
he wont be riding again.
Sarah
was shocked. To a man like Bill Moreton that was the last
thing
he would concede. What happened?
Mary
recited it as if it was a liturgy learned at school. He
was
showing
David some moves, they were both on horseback, they galloped out
of my
sight and I got on with potting the bedding plants. Then David came
back,
and
Bill didnt. He had fallen at the entrance to the woods, where
the field
narrows
and theres that gully, you know the one. The ambulance men
said he needed
to get to hospital, and the tests showed it was his back. Broken
and twisted
in a way that means
well he may walk in time, but not for a
while.
The
full impact of what Mary was saying wouldnt hit Sarah until
later
and for now all she could say was inane. When I saw the gardens
I smiled.
Its all so neat, just like Bill likes. I assumed he had done
it.
No,
David had helped out. Hes been a blessing.
The
name stabbed at Sarah in a way she had forgotten. Although
she
had
seen him earlier in the field, and was somehow not surprised at
seeing him,
she hadnt known he would be here. Why should he be? His presence
was fate
in a kind of way. She was running from one relationship and here
he was,
the man she had never really recovered from.
Before
she could ask Mary about him, Mary was saying, David has
helped
with the horses as well. Hes as good a rider as Bill now,
so at least
Bill taught his last pupil well.
Apparently
Bill Moreton had suffered a bad night and was still sleeping,
so Mary and Sarah breakfasted together in the west conservatory
and
the conversation skirted any important issues as they both seemed
to want
to cosset themselves with some warm safety for a while.
Eventually
Sarah grew restless and as ever Mary picked up on her mood.
Hes in the stable barn, we converted it into a studio
for him in the
winter.
The light is perfect so he says.
How
long has he been here then? Sarah couldnt keep the
surprise
out
of her voice. She had imagined that like she David was just passing
through.
Mary
drank some tea, which from the look on her face was cold,
or
bitter.
Oh, forever, my dear. A sigh. Forever.
As
she got nearer to the old stable barn, Sarah could see that
the
recent
renovations that Mary had mentioned had turned it into a far more
grand
building than she remembered. The roof had been completely removed and
replaced
by glass panels through which the early morning sun was shining
as though
on the righteous. The glass panels were held in place by metal
struts
that
seemed to be stainless steel. One whole side of the barn was now
glass too,
although a blind had been drawn across it, for privacy or protection
from
the suns rays, Sarah couldnt tell. The remaining walls
had been improved
so that the crumbling brickwork was repaired but still looked
aged,
and
the wood had clearly been enhanced so that it retained its appearance of
age,
but was solid resistance now against the elements.
Though
they had not enjoyed a conventional relationship since their
early years, Sarah had maintained contact with David to the extent
that
she entered the barn comfortably enough without knocking. He stood
by a
washbasin,
naked; water that she knew would be ice cold, flowing over his
shoulders.
She watched as he, unaware so she thought of her presence, moved
his
hands swiftly and economically over the muscles of his back and
legs. When
his hands moved to the front of his body she coughed, a smile playing
on
her lips.
He
turned then and in the rays of light reflected through the
glass
ceiling, and with dust motes, and the thin smoke from incense sticks
on
a table, it seemed for an instant as if his body was covered in
fine downy
fur, rather than skin. The hard musculature that she had seen on
his back
was less pronounced on his chest, where, obscured by the movement
of his
body and her unclear vision, the impression was of a pale white
smoothness.
As
soon as the impression was in her mind it was gone again as
he
casually
folded a towel around his waist and approached her. He kissed her
cheek,
offering a quick embrace, and the skin of his chest, and the rest
of his
body was as she remembered it, but more so.
If
he was surprised to see her he gave no indication. He seemed
to
revel
in her uninhibited survey of his body, turning in different positions
to
her, even forming a mock models pose on a couple of occasions,
a smile on
his face. That too seemed different from her memory. The face was
his but
there
seemed to be softer lines in it, a slightly less hooked nose, hair
that
flopped down on the forehead in a more easy style than before. There
were
features of his face that reminded her of someone else. It was as
if he
had
the best bits from two different faces, his own and
So,
Sarah, has the little liaison filtered out? He always
mocked
her
relationships with women, and the one serious one, with Amanda,
he allowed
full range of sarcasm and amused pity.
Sarah
tried to be as casual as she could but it was obviously an
act.
It was never easy maintaining her composure in his presence. In
equal measure
she wanted to slap him and sleep with him. There was an arrogance
about him that offended her but attracted her. His words were cruel
but alluring,
and she knew why she had stayed within striking distance of his
life
for so long, seeking out mention of him in newspapers and from friends
and
acquaintances.
She
picked up a sketchpad; its pages turned and dog-eared. Is
this
why youre here? For the inspiration?
He
pulled the towel from his waist and used it to ruffle his
hair.
Her
style lasted for a while, but it got a little repetitive; all those
colours
and patterns, so eighties. One has to expand ones talent, darling.
He
affected a mock critical tone and even though her name wasnt
mentioned Sarah
knew whom he meant.
Do
you ever see her?
What
ever for? No, I have no need to see her these days. She
gave
me
what I wanted. Oh, dont look so shocked, I gave her what she
needed at the
time, and I dont mean just a hot few hours in a sleazy hotel.
The
anger flashed in her eyes before it found voice in words.
At
least
I never gave you anything of mine, at least nothing lasting. Not
like Kim.
He
smiled and pulled on a pair of linen trousers. Time is
infinite
Sarah my love. He poured some water into a kettle and lit
a match under
the gas. Then he busied himself with cups and saucers.
She
flicked over some canvasses leaning against a dresser. The
style
was instantly recognisable as the firm direction he had taken Kims
earlier
ideas and woven from them a mood of his own, which had gained him
international
applause.
What
are you doing here, David? Mary tells me youve been
staying
a
while.
The
kettle boiled noisily and he poured it into a large pot.
Theyve
been wonderful. They are wonderful, but then you know that of course.
I cant
thank you enough for introducing them to me all those years ago.
Your surrogate
parents werent they? I can see why youd think that.
He
handed her a cup filled with sweet smelling tea. A Chinese
blend.
I get it from London.
Did
you have anything to do with Bills accident? The question
was
out of her mouth before she could stop it, and once loose it filled
the whole
room.
If
he felt any emotion it might have shown itself in the slight
rattle
his cup made in his saucer but that was all. My dear, either
you have
come to know me too well, or your ability for the ingenuous has
not progressed
over the years.
Never
mind about me. Did you hurt Bill?
The
smile was a fox smile, a predators smirk before the kill.
The
farm was getting too much for him, for both of them. I think they
welcomed
the opportunity to sign it over to me. The accident was merely the
catalyst.
She
couldnt believe what she was hearing; the farm, her safety
net,
signed over to David? It was unfair, she knew she was being selfish,
but
she had always imagined she would be the one to inherit, when the
childless
Moretons retired.
You
bastard. She said quietly to him. She deliberately dropped
the
cup on the floor, the hot liquid scorching her ankle.
He
placed his own cup and saucer neatly onto a table. We all
have
something
to give, Sarah, and all in return something to take.
The
silence in the barn seemed total, the air suddenly motionless.
Sunlight
streamed in through the ceiling illuminating two people as they
tore
at clothing, mouths pressed desperately together, bodies linked
in a tumult
of giving and taking.
Thrown
back onto the bed, Sarah opened her eyes for a moment as
David
loomed over her. At that moment he wasnt David. She didnt
know who he
was, or what he was, but he was not the David she knew, not even
the self-centred,
arrogant man she knew him to be. Then she knew whose face his had
reminded
her of earlier. She had read in one of the columns about David
Helmore,
renowned artist, and his alliance with Frankie Parker the actor.
Frankie
was not often complimented about his acting abilities but his good
looks
had kept him in employment since RADA with television, theatre and
then
films. As always with his relationships David was modest and
unassuming
in
his comments, praising his new friend. If Sarah recalled it correctly
David
wasnt in the country when the fire ransacked the studio where Frankie
was
rehearsing. The burns unit saved his life but there wasnt
a great deal of
his face left.
Sarah
felt the thrust of Davids body upon her but she screamed
out
and pushed him away. He fell back onto the bed, as she stood awkwardly,
brushing
down her skirt.
Do
you ever see Frankie Parker these days David?
What
the hell? Have you had him as well is that it? Something I
did
remind you of him?
Sarah
smiled with more confidence than she felt inside. You
look
like
him dont you? Not completely, you still have your own face,
but hes in
there isnt he? I dont know how you did it plastic
surgery of some kind.
I
She
rushed from the barn and as she ran to the Manor she could
hear
his laughter echoing behind her.
Bill
Moreton was sitting up in bed, Sarah seated primly on a
chair
by
his side. Mary had fussed over her husband, and to a lesser extent
over Sarah
as well, conscious that a visit to David would have upset her. Now
she
had
left them alone and the conversation was stagnant.
Eventually
Bill said, I know weve let you down Sarah, dont
think
badly of us.
Able
through the long cocoon of their relationship to forgo unnecessary
false courtesy Sarah said, Why? Why sign it all over to him?
He
looked at her as though he hadnt seen her before; it was a
look
that frightened her. There was an element of David in it. You
know how
persuasive
he can be. Hes been a great help since the accident. I dont
know
what I would have done without him to help Mary
Sarah
knew, she didnt know how, but she knew that David had
taken
what
he wanted from the Moretons, as surely as he had taken Frankies face,
Kims
talent, and God knew what else and from whom over the years. How
he did
it she didnt know; some kind of hypnosis? It was useless to
try to speculate,
but she knew she would find out.
Bill
was slipping into a half-sleep as she left his room. With
the
days
light faded and the opportunity to paint gone, David, she reasoned,
would
perhaps go for a walk or pursue some other activity. Maybe he would be
trying
out his newly acquired skill with the horses. Wherever he was she
would
find him and once and for all find out what he was up to.
As
she left the Manor by one of the side doors, she remembered
something
she had left in her car the previous night. She went round to the
outbuilding
where she had left her car and was surprised to see another car
parked
there next to hers. She felt the bonnet, still warm. A few minutes of
searching
brought her round to Davids barn, how quickly she had begun
to think
of it all as his, and there they were David and Amanda, sitting
at a bench
under an oak tree sipping long drinks as the sun slowly set over
the woods
on the horizon.
Amanda,
Sarah said brightly. You should have let me know you
were
coming.
Thats
not the impression you gave yesterday, Sarah.
David
appeared an amused bystander, but Sarah was prepared to gamble he
had added his spark to Amanda's flame. How
did you know I would
no okay, its obvious Id
be here. Start
again.
Amanda
laughed without joy. Now that would be attractive if we
hadnt
already tried that route.
Sarah
looked her full in the face. I didnt mean to hurt you.
Oh
please. Amanda looked at David with a half smile. Sorry
you
have
to be a witness to this.
Sarah
sneered. Dont apologise to him. Hell find something
in this
he can take.
Amanda
seemed uncertain what she meant but David sat up straight
on
the bench. It seemed to Sarah that for the first time since she
had known
him
David was viewing her with something like respect. She didnt
know why but
it was something she had said, something she suspected about him
taking things
from people. Perhaps he was some kind of conman and she had guessed
his
game.
Dont
get too interested David, unlike me Amanda is strictly ladies
only, so theres nothing of hers you would want.
David
smiled. Everybody has a talent, a skill, or a possession
of
some
kind Sarah, even you.
Amanda
said too loudly and too brightly, out of an onlookers
embarrassment,
Theres no talent I possess, dear. Apart from loving
the wrong
person.
It
was the first time Amanda had admitted a love for Sarah and
for
a
second it drowned all other thought.
David
stood. It seems you two have some catching up to do. Ive
finished
for the day. Why not join me for dinner, in say an hour? I can use
the
open stove in the barn.
Of
course you can David. Like everything else it belongs to
you
It
all will Sarah, eventually.
Amanda,
typical of her, hadnt brought many things. She took one
small
bag from her car, and no more. Sarah let her wash in her room and then
shared
her clothes with her. They talked and cried. Hugging each other
but the
closeness was absent, possibly permanently. They both felt it and
tried to
disguise it.
Hes
quite handsome, I can see why youve stayed in touch all
these
years. Amanda said, as she pulled a black dress over her head.
Hes
handsome enough, and talented, and rich as well now. But
its
all
false, none of it real.
What
do you mean? Here zip me up will you?
Sarah
fumbled with the zip, bending to hold the hem of the dress
for
leverage. I cant explain. We had a mutual friend, years
ago when I was
at
college. Kim, a painter; but she had an accident, she couldnt
paint anymore,
but David could, and can. The poor Moretons; another accident
and suddenly
David owns all this
she spread her arms to encompass
the Moreton estate.
Even his face
oh I cant explain it, but even his
face is partly someone
elses.
Speaking
through lips to which she was applying lipstick, Amanda asked,
So what is he, some kind of thief?
Sarah
hopped into a pair of cotton trousers, pulling them up over
her
hips. A thief of peoples lives. Not simple theft, that
I could understand,
especially in Kims case. Everyone he comes into contact with
gets
hurt, really hurt, and David always gets something out of it.
She
buttoned her shirt over a vest top and glanced out of the
window.
The night was drawn in now, a few wisps of cloud shrouding the
stars,
making a natural frame for the moon.
The
smell of cooking was tempting as the two women walked, side
by
side
if not yet hand in hand, to the barn. The courtyard in front of
it was floodlit,
a wrought iron table and chairs laid out with plates, cutlery and
glasses.
Youve
been busy, Amanda called into David admiringly.
Help
yourself to some wine, its in the cooler.
Sarah
poured three glasses and sat at the table. Amanda wandered
down
to the edge of the field, peering through the darkness at the moving
mass
of wheat. Its glorious here isnt it? She
said wistfully.
David
emerged from the barn, dressed all in black. Yes, were
very
lucky.
Sarah
felt herself prickle immediately. More than luck David
wouldnt
you say?
David
laughed. You really have developed a perception since we
first
met havent you Sarah?
I
have to take something in return, you know.
The
smile dropped away from his face, and the look that replaced
it
was ancient and entirely evil. Oh no, that isnt in the
plan at all. Nothing
in return.
Amanda
walked back to the table. It was clear there was a hardening
of the atmosphere and she didnt like it. Whats
going on? Sarah?
Sarah
drank some wine, and fingered some of the label of the bottle.
Its taken me too long to work it out David, but I think
I have now.
You take from people whatever it is they hold dear. You cant
experience
emotion for yourself so you steal other peoples'. The farm wasnt
a
possession for you; it was what it meant to Mary and Bill. Frankies
face was
more than an occupational tool to him, it was his whole life, and
you wanted
that feeling.
David
began clapping. For a quick fumble a decade ago youve
made mighty
progress little Sarah.
Sarah
shook her head. But thats where I run out of ideas.
David
took his glass and drained the wine in one swallow. He poured
another. You cant decide what I wanted from you.
She
nodded her head. I gave you sex, but you could have got
that
anywhere.
What else have I given you?
Before
he spoke David turned his head upwards as if listening.
On
the
soft breeze they all heard the faint echo of an owl, far away it seemed,
but
getting closer. As he listened so his body seemed to swell slightly,
from
within, as if he was puffing out his chest. What did I want
from you?
As
he spoke he still seemed distracted, as if his attention was partly
elsewhere.
I wanted then the same thing I want now.
Amanda
gripped Sarahs hand. And what do you want? Sarah
asked.
Your
life Sarah. I dont have one of my own you see, not in
this
world.
Dont you remember I only seemed to exist when you saw me with
your friend
Kim at University? I wanted your friendship, the one you enjoyed
with
her.
Then I needed to learn how to love a woman, and we learned well
together
didnt we? I dont have a family here so yours sufficed;
boating accidents
are as easy to arrange as horse riding mishaps, or car crashes.
You
always spoke so fondly of the Moretons; what more natural
evolution for
me
to want that emotion you felt, but which I had not? The farm as
a possession
doesnt interest me at all, youre right, but the love,
the feeling,
thats different.
Amanda
couldnt keep the scorn out of her words. My God, what kind
of monster are you?
Without
moving his body David turned his head to look at her. He
turned
it in a complete circle, around on his shoulders. Amanda screamed.
Sarah
stood from the table; still gripping Amandas hand and
pulled
her away. Why now David, after all these years?
His
body began to bunch up, the shoulders lifting into the head,
the
chest filling out, and the legs drawing up from the knees. His voice
when
it came was beginning to sound shrill. Ten years, since we
met. In that
time Ive taken small things; your knowledge of the countryside,
your friends,
a feeling here an emotion there. But now theres something
quite tangible
I can have isnt there?
What
do you mean? As she spoke the words she knew what he
meant.
Its
the cycle Sarah, I need to take or I dont exist; its
not personal,
dont be too upset. Amanda doesnt know about the baby
yet does she?
But then its only early days isnt it Sarah? Only just
had the test. You
can remember whose it is though, the unborn baby I can enjoy?
Sarah
picked up the wine bottle and swung it at his head. It caught
him a savage blow to the temple. He fell to the ground, blood
beginning
to seep from the wound.
Come
on, Sarah said to Amanda. Help me tie him up.
Amanda
pulled away. No, I
Sarah
turned to David but he was on his feet. His body was contorted
now into paroxysms of pain, the limbs drawing into the body, the
head
sinking into the torso. His clothing was tearing at its seams, and
the flesh
beneath was revealed as pale and shining, like soft feathers.
He
pushed Sarah out of the way and ran, stumbling, away from the
light.
He ran into the field of wheat. Sarah ran after him, but stopped when
she
got a little way into the field. She had always been afraid of this
field,
where the wheat would grow and then be cut down. She had always
thought
it to meant more than it did, to her it was real, and when the wheat
was
cut down she expected someone she loved to die.
In
the middle of the field David stopped, his body crouched
down,
barely
visible in the dark, above the swaying stalks. His body seemed to
enfold
upon itself, like a rose bud about to burst open. It swayed in
rhythm
with
the wheat, growing tighter as the skin impacted on itself, the clothes
now
torn and discarded, the pale flesh now shown as the fur and feathers
it was
becoming. The body folded into a small ball, hugging itself. Then
it opened
in a violent cascade of movement, with a flapping of gigantic wings,
and
the wrenching of bones into new shape.
With
a wild screech it soared into
the night sky and was lost in the darkness.
Sarah
turned to Amanda but she was already walking towards her
car.
In the morning Sarah and Mary searched the wheat field, and found
Davids body, which they buried there, after the crop had been
harvested.
THE END
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